In My Hands

I remember you were dyin' in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now, I'd probably let you down

Dyin' in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now, if you were here right now

My eyes were locked and closed, with that dream to hold you close

I don't fight the feelin' usually, oh, Lord

Tonight I might overdose, stop the bleeding, I suppose

Like the user that I used to be, ooh

But then, like it's not real, like I don't feel the way I feel

But you've been holdin' me without your arms, it's time to let you go

I remember you were dyin' in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now, I'd probably let you down

Dyin' in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now, if you were here right now

If you were here right now, if you were here right now

Is it my fault that I try to fix all my habits, when I had it?

Can't run around any circles, tryna fix that shit, it's tragic

And I never asked "Have you thought about it?", that's my fault, not actin'

Like, you should forgive me, it's obvious that I fucked up

And I'm asking you to come and stay

Another day, another chance that I can fuck it up in another way

What's the point? I see destruction ain't above it, now it's on the way

Love it if you stay, but I'm selfish and the one to blame, uh

Every time I look at your face

Just wishin' that I had something to say

Meant nothin' to you, we're one and the same

I wish I wouldn't have stayed

I remember you were dyin' in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now, I'd probably let you down

Dyin' in my hands, scared to walk away

If you were here right now, if you were here right now

If you were here right now, if you were here right now

If you were here right now, if you were here right now