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Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lil Durk
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Durk Banks
Songwriter
David McDowell
Songwriter
John Lam
Songwriter
Andrej Marko
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Curtis "Sircut" Bye
Mixing Engineer
Derek "MixedByAli" Ali
Mixing Engineer
Jacob Bryant
Assistant Engineer
John Lam
Producer
DMAC
Producer
Andy R
Producer
Colin Leonard
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I got demons on my back
Only thing make me safe is the pills to take a nap
Hoping it's a dream but it's facts
He ain't Ricky, so no bullets to his back
A trench baby waking up to the killing on his mind
Counted me out, I put the city on my back
The weed ain't getting stronger so he falling into crack
9 to 45, on probation, it's a trap
I made this before the GRAMMYs
If I win a GRAMMY, I'ma take it to the trenches, to the family
Might sip some lean out it, being fancy
Knowin' I ain't 'posed to be alive, sadly
Bro 'nem died, they said I know you used to death
I wanna blame the ****, I just hold it to myself
Bad thoughts
Like I'ma hold it to his neck
Shit, I'm tryna hold it to his chest
I just wanna know, am I too grown to shed tears?
My soul ain't been the same, I been so damaged through the years
Wish distance between death had made me closer with my kids
I fell out with some ****, made me switch up on my cribs
And when I drive location down the street from where I live
[Verse 2]
No telling what's on your mind
Your mind
[Verse 3]
And why you tryna sell me lies?
You know it's over with
If you ain't ridin' on family time, then it's over with
Bro act like he ain't bogus, but he know he is
I'm holding back my tears to get my vocals clear
No, do you think he had your back?
No, no, no, no
Do you love?
No
Do you really call him your brother?
No, no, no, no
[Verse 4]
No telling what's on your mind
The graveyard had felt my pain, I put my knees in it
I parked the Lamb outside my block, I leave my keys in it
Probable cause, they tried to say I smoked some weed in it
I know it was cap
After I smoke, I sprayed Creed in it
[Verse 5]
No telling what's on your mind, your mind
Your mind
Written by: David McDowell, Durk Banks, John Lam, Andrej Marko