Intro

I know that it's a cold world

And you want diamonds and pearls

I couldn't even help you

You see I should've left you

I should've left you in the past

I know I was dreaming 'bout you

Don't mean you should know it

I'm damn near hurt about it

I did some shit for some people and they ain't help me back

I ain't mad about it

That's just the way it go

This life the same

Like like the games

Everything was just cool

Until you ask for a favor now everybody got a story to tell

That's how it be

Me and my peoples it's only them and me

I'm tryna make a difference

But nothing working

And I'm hurting from trying

I'm damn near dying on the inside

Tryna make it better

Go say a prayer for me

Cause I can't do it

I don't wanna lose it

I go and play my strings

Before I think about it and quit

The only way it is

I'll give my life up for people that wouldn't do it for me

They wouldn't do it for me

Family over dollars

That's how it supposed to be

But for some reason I can't trust nobody close to me

Two eyes in the front

One in the back

That's for the hate that I can't see unless I turn around

No frowns

No muggin

They say I'm buggin all I do is care

If I told you how I felt you would sit and stare

In amaze

Just by the ways

That I'm dealing with it

Like you was Doctor Phil or sum

You got the cure or sum

And I know

I'm whom to blame

Can't never do shit right

I'm tired of this shit life

We stuck up in a crisis

Fighting and righteous

But is the job done

Huh.. that shit ain't never started

They made me heartless all them times they was leaving

Yeah all them bitches teasing

Yeah all them bitches was playing

They told me fuck em don't keep em

But did I believe em

O silly, silly me

They told me tricks was for kids

I had wait and see

It's my fault

Yeah It's all my fault

I put myself in this position

I still I don't listen

I know that day gone come

Where it's gone blow up in my face yeah

It's all gone blow up in my fucking face yeah

It's my fault

Yeah It's all my fault

I put myself in this position

I still I don't listen

I know that day gone come

Where it's gone blow up in my face yeah

It's all gone blow up in my fucking face yeah

They wouldn't do it for me yeah yeah