Stuck. Feels like forever. Whichever endeavor. A never ending sea, please set me free

I cant believe my eyes. Staring at the skies. Asking myself why. Can't I get out of this lie

Even if I try there's no end in sight. Can't find an out, might just fade into the night

Despite the adventures in my mind, seeing time unwind

Mirror for the stars in her eyes makes me wanna cry

I see visions of a future where I finally break free, path that I follow completely up to me 

Fear this image of the future won't appear, even if I succeed in the coming years

Existential dread, part of me is dead. Stuck in a system or my head, just kill me instead 

Split my skull right through the middle, unravel this riddle

Do you see me? Am I there? Can you tell me where

Energy source is here. Why does death make it disappear

Real clear when we're gone, want the add-on for respawn

Much that makes my soul shine, yet corporate holds all my time

Fucking crime, bunch of grime, can't believe that I'm stuck

Back to my senses. All the consequences. Staring at a screen. What's it all mean

Deepening anguish. Help me vanquish what I feel inside

Let me be happy with brain suicide

I confide, life I want completely died

I see reality burnin... help me out this infinite prison

Living with doubt, I swear this has to end. I guess we all pretend

And begin again, deathly cycle of rebirth. Rigid thorns on a foggy Earth

Wanna leave, believe, that there's bigger things to be

Maybe not, either way, release me