Nothing 2 Lose

Dear Lord, I ask for the strength to change what I can change

And the strength to accept the things that must remain

Have you ever seen them curtains closing on you?

Have you ever seen that light inside the tunnel?

And have you ever watched the nightmares rewinding?

And when your heart stops, the clock keep on ticking

When you gonna put your mask away

All this shit like a masquerade

Them young boys say fuck your accolades

Bullet holes all through your resume

I don't understand why it be this way

I don't wanna live just to pass away

They said that bullshit here to stay

Then fuck this place if that's the case

Never give a fuck about the baddest bitch

Never give a fuck about the fastest whip

And do I really care about a money bag

If that shit can't bring the family back

Too much hate in my habitat

You don't even know who you blasting at

If he go shoot then you go pop

We all got goons so it never stops

See the faces all around me getting colder than my blood

Keep your circle pat 'cause they might stab you in your front

Now my heart is going broke and I done gave up all my trust

I got nothing left to lose and I done ran up all my luck

So tell the devil come and get me 'cause I'm dying anyway

Tell me Lord would you forgive me if I shoot him in his face

I would never let you down, I put that on my future grave

Yeah I'm closing out this chapter, right my wrongs and turn the page

You could live how you wanna but you always gonna pay

Keep my chin above the water and I pray it do not rain

And this game you never winning if you try and play it safe

Only way to change my mind is maybe bullets to my brain

Yeah they took your big homie, put 2 shots in to his lungs

So you go and load that chopper, load them pussies up with slugs

Even if them cowards rotting in a jail you light 'em up

Break into that prison cell and make sure that the job is done

Can you feel the pain in my body?

See the flames in my eyes

Hit them up like bye-bye

Tell the devil I say hi

But that ain't what God want

And that ain't what I want

I could never take your life

Just for me to go waste mine

That ain't what my homie want

'Cause either way my homie gone

I could make that chopper spark

But I can't turn back the clock

It's gonna take more than church for me to let it go

I hope that God got the shit that I can't control

I know that hope is the answer but that hope is broke

Because that hope never seem to make you pockets grow

And I said God could you let me be your second favorite son

Hey I told my momma hold on, say a prayer for me once

Tell the devil come and get me 'cause I'm dying anyway

Tell me Lord would you forgive me if I shoot him in his face

I would never let you down I put that on my future grave

Yeah I'm closing out this chapter, right my wrongs and turn the page

You could live how you wanna but you always gonna pay

Keep my chin above the water and I pray it do not rain

And this game you never winning if you try and play it safe

Only way you'll change my mind is maybe bullets to my brain

Have you ever seen your reflection leave you?

And your shadow leave on the darkest evening

Have you ever seen your own family doubt you?

Have you ever heard them demons talk about you?

Have you ever seen them curtains closing on you?

Have you ever seen the light inside the tunnel?

And have you ever watched the nightmares rewinding?

And when your heart stops, the clock keeps on ticking