Existential Dread

[chorus]

I been meditating

I been exercising

But it ain’t working

I still feel dead inside and

I can never hide it

Even though my checks are giant

I’ll keep meditating

I’ll keep exercising

I been meditating

I been exercising

Now it’s kinda working

I feel less dead inside and

I can never hide it

Even though I’m steady climbing

I’ll keep meditating

I’ll keep exercising

[v1]

I’m an astrology hoe

I don’t think astrology knows

How to be conquering anything bothering me I just wanna be whole

Yes, I gotta be woke

I sobbed and I sweat and by god I been thrown

A lot of BS and a lot of B/O

But I still got the sauce like I’m Tapatio

I been doin all the right things

But somethings fishy like pieces

I been wavy like high seas

But need connection like 5G

Man I miss bein 5ish

Man I wish I was psychic

I don’t wanna go and quit oh no shit

I be feelin like it

When

I Feel that existential dread

If I’m always on the mend

When is it just gonna end?

End? End?

[chorus]

I been meditating

I been exercising

But it ain’t working

I still feel dead inside and

I can never hide it

Even though my checks are giant

I’ll keep meditating

I’ll keep exercising

I been meditating

I been exercising

Now it’s kinda working

I feel less dead inside and

I can never hide it

Even though I’m steady climbing

I’ll keep meditating

I’ll keep exercising

[v2]

Everybody performative

I just wanna be warm and shit

I just wanna deprogram every soul, man just like I am Morpheus

I don’t know what important is

But I feel like I was Born for this,

I ain’t fragile like Ornaments

But I’m At battle in a war within

Cognitive dissonance

Everyday I feel the hit of it

I’m not a willing Participant

In all this ignorance I wanna dip from this

I’m gonna take off , yeah

I don’t wanna be ya’ll mans

I don’t wanna be fraud, like Halloween dawg

I wanna be all facts

[Bridge]

When

I Feel that existential dread

If I’m always on the mend

When is it just gonna end?

End? End?

[chorus]

I been meditating

I been exercising

But it ain’t working

I still feel dead inside and

I can never hide it

Even though my checks are giant

I’ll keep meditating

I’ll keep exercising

I been meditating

I been exercising

Now it’s kinda working

I feel less dead inside and

I can never hide it

Even though I’m steady climbing

I’ll keep meditating

I’ll keep exercising