Lucky Me

Ruby stayin' home on a Friday night

Hoes blow up my phone, tell 'em that I'm quite alright

I might forget that my pimp game is weak sometimes

And if you slip, you fall in love, now she gone, now I gotta ball

Flex on Adderall, sex on Tramadol, I guess I'll try 'em all

As I recollect the records I collect

Most of the artists wished for an early death

I will give it my all, yes, I will give it my best

Anything to replace all the static in my chest

But I know she won't be home, I feel so fucking broke

I'm lethal, I bleed foam and seep smoke

Try and join the 27 Club, so many times tried to get off the subs

Yung inebriated, Lil Half Cut

Both knees are shakin' from the mass drugs

I put in my body every day, daily

The ex on my mind when I start masturbatin'

Somebody save me 'cause I have no patience

When it comes to death, I'm not tryna be waitin'

Not tryna be slavin' for no vacation

Not tryna be you or that bitch that you datin'

Save all the fakin', I'm just rollin', smokin' with my two cups

Still losin', in between if I'ma fold or blow up

Suicide is what I'm choosin'