Break My Own Heart

I always say my feelings too late

I don't know how to communicate

How I'm feeling, so I push you away

I don't know why, I don't know why, I

Call you up and say some things I'll regret (I'll regret)

'Til I'm someone you just wanna forget

Yeah, I know it doesn't make any sense

But that's just my self-defense

You'll never leave me, 'cause I'll leave you first

Don't need nobody, to make it hurt

Why is it every time something good starts

I have to go mess it up, break my own heart?

Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart

Fall in love, blow it up, break my own heart

Why is it every time something feels right

I run away, ruin it, in my own mind?

Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart

Fall in love, f*ck it up, break my own heart

You don't have to leave me on read

'Cause I won't even send you a text

Make you hate me, promise it's for the best

I always end up being an ex

You'll never leave me, 'cause I'll leave you first

Don't need nobody (Nobody), to make it hurt (To make it hurt)

Why is it every time something good starts

I have to go mess it up, break my own heart?

Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart

Fall in love, blow it up, break my own heart

Why is it every time something feels right

I run away, ruin it, in my own mind?

Build it up, tear it down, watch it fall apart (Fall apart)

Fall in love, f*ck it up, break my own heart

I just wanna let you in, let you in

But I don't wanna get hurt again, hurt again, yeah

I just wanna let you in, let you in

But I break my own heart, yeah, I'd break my own heart

I just wanna let you in, let you in

But I don't wanna get hurt again, hurt again, yeah

I just wanna let you in, let you in

But I break my own heart, yeah, I'd break my own heart