Anxiety

I've had a lot on my mind, this anxiety is getting to me

One of a kind

It keeps me up at night, gotta strut can't sit tight

Got me scratching my head, fear had a clutch on my life

Had me stare at the computer, used to win felt like a loser

Can't get out of my head, not talking Freddy Krueger

Tired of the dread, just wanna sleep and go to bed

 the insomnia begs to differ, got me shaking through my legs

And trust me, You don't wanna go through it

It's like drowning from the inside, thought I'd share it with you

So you could get some insight

Its infected my life, deadlier than covid it comes from inside

It'll paralyze you, your life, your time, disturbing all your focus

Have you scared when you fine

I write this to encourage, I'm not the only one

Millions of you out there, this a letter to y'all

Cause you not alone, let me be your backbone

This is vocalized medicine coming from a microphone

Unh

Just want it to go away, trapped in a box get me out of this place

The anxiety is getting to me, I can't escape it

Feeling dread on the inside, can't shake it

They see me and think I'm fine, gotta fake it

Think I may lose my mind, might not make it

Struggles of a new life got backed into a corner, can't go left or right

Taking meds for this anxiety, aint think I'd be here

Need a remedy to end the spree of all my mental energy

The enemies within me, telling lies, full of deceit had to get back on my feet

Met with psychologists and doctors

They said our thoughts are among us, its truly an impostor

Gotta scope it out, see its true colors, then close it out,

Map yourself in the right direction, change your route

The weak will fall, the strong will make it, you call it Darwinism, I call it "just face it"

Cause that's reality, ain't no tv show

We watch it on screens and think we know

Until reality is melted, a short-lived snow

So take my advice, this is food for thought

You can live as a slave or take control as a boss

You can hustle in silence, or floss for talk

You can pass to your teammates, or hog the ball

You can chase all your dreams, or let time stall

The anxiety is getting to me, I can't escape it

Feeling dread on the inside, can't shake it

They see me and think I'm fine, gotta fake it

Think I may lose my mind, might not make i