Enemy

My only enemy is

My only enemy is

My only

Woke up this morning

Said a prayer to the Lord

And I know I really want peace

But I've been preparing for war

And I've been rolling and going

Just trying to work through the madness

And I know that deep inside my soul's become a circus of sadness

Inside I feel hollow

Try to fill it up with this bottle

And I feel the poison take over with every pill that I swallow

Tomorrow I'ma do better won't place the blame on whoever

No longer tear myself apart, I swear that it's a new era

Have you ever dealt with depression to the point you just sit and wail?

Tell me

Have you ever really contemplated killing yourself?

Well, me too

But it's something 'bout music makes me not feel alone

When I'm high

It's something happens during my favorite song

I realize

My only enemy is me

I'm up against something I can't beat

Well, I'm good at putting on a show

But in my mind it ain't how it goes

My only enemy is me

My only enemy is

Uh, complicated but so simple

Been burning down my own temple

Lit the flame, arsonist

My warning signs aren't hard to miss

My biggest rival is apart of me

I'm guilty, baby, just pardon me

The warrior that's inside of me is always at war with the heart in me

I oughta be a lot stronger we endured stuff that's been so tough

Pour my heart out of an empty bottle to a full cup, all for what?

'Cause it spills over into the kitchen floor where I end up and I cry for more

My heart is yours but my mind is missing

My timings late and that clock is ticking

Almost up but I'm not dippin'

I watch my step so I'm not trippin'

But I still stumble and I fell in love, I'm crashin' down, baby, catch me now

A train wreck at full speed on a broken track

I can't hold me back

Crack a big smile to cover big pain of a little lie that's a big fact, because

My only enemy is me

I'm up against something I can't beat

Well, I'm good at putting on a show

But in my mind it ain't how it goes

My only enemy is me

My only enemy is