Heavier

No doubt I've done this to myself

The more you know, the more you know

And I just can't quit it if you couldn't tell

I've seen it all, I've seen it all

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressin' on my chest

Am I a fake? Am I a fraud?

And is it worth losin' you for?

Another pain I can't ignore

Another morning on the floor

I take the blame, I wanna change

But I can't settle the score

Now I'm a slave to better days

And I'm not willing anymore

I had a dream that I was drowning everyone

I've ever loved

I'm feelin' heavier despite my hollow soul

I'm feelin' anxious now, it's swallowin' me whole

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressin' on my chest

Cold water runnin' down my face

Just let it go, just let it go

But there is no mendin' what I can't replace

I shoulda known, I shoulda known

Am I a fake? Am I a fraud?

And am I worth losin' you for?

Now I'm gutted to the core

Like I've never been before

I'm feelin' heavier despite my hollow soul

I'm feelin' anxious now, it's swallowin' me whole

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressin' on my chest

Now it's sinkin' in

Thick skin is wearing thin

Out of my mind

And it won't come as any surprise

And I've paid for it this time

I'm feelin' heavier despite my hollow soul

I'm feelin' anxious now, it's swallowin' me whole

And at night, I beg myself to put this all to rest

While I wrestle with these demons pressin' on my chest

I'm feelin', I'm feelin'

I'm feelin' heavier

I'm feelin', I'm feelin'

I'm feelin' heavier