Menstrual Envy

I want this for the rest of my life

It has now become a part of me

Infection grows inside my poor urethra

Blood exits out the hole of my pipe

Fluid spills and its absorbed by cotton

I want this to happen every week of every month

Out of commission for the week

Unless she feels adventurous

Long lived jealous of it before

I hope she earns her wings

Parasites infect my rod

My cramps grow harsh, it leaks

Smiling big all day and night

I wish it’d always bleed

Stuffing gauze down in my pants

To soak up my discharge

Holding back embarrassment

She thinks I’ve went to far

Out of commission for the week

Unless she feels adventurous

Long lived jealous of it before

I hope she earns her wings

I will never change back to the old way

My hole will always bleed for me

I live for this

The cramps, bloating and fatigue almost feel completely worth it

I will bleed and feel her pain so she doesn’t need to

Crave for blood

Exude my strain

Beg for waste

Bleed within