December

I guess I just feel like I’m tripping through life

Everyday there’s something I don’t see

I breathe it in but air cuts like a knife

When will this worry just let go of me

It’s hard ‘cause sometimes you add to the pile

And I don’t know how you could understand

I’ll catch the filtering light, look up and smile

At least I can guess where the plane will land

Go find your friends and head up the stairs

I’ll find you after the party is over

What is your intent why should you care

If I tell you what to say would that mean I want you to stay

Nodding along to everything they say

Sometimes it is just better to step back

I didn’t tell you ‘cause that’s not my way

Steaming in it ‘til it all goes black

Days in days go by and it’s still not right

It’s time for me to see life’s not a breeze

But here I am still reaching for that light

Close my eyes and hear the falling leaves

Go find your friends and head up the stairs

I’ll find you after the party is over

What is your intent why should you care

If I tell you what to say would that mean I want you to stay

I wanted it to be easier to remember

Like Sufjan Stevens reminds me of December

I wanted it to be easier to remember

Like Sufjan Stevens reminds me of December