Sleepless Nights

I feel ashamed, no, I ain't never had joy

I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more

You see these bruises on my body, permanent scars so I'm tore

Come from the hood they slingin' hammers got me feelin' like Thor

But them long sleepless nights

I'm taking some drugs help me through the night

One leg on my pride, you hurt me deeply inside

I feel the real they gon' be there and all the fake gon' divide

No, I don't got shit, I don't even go to school

Lookin' for my folks, where did they go? I swear I have no clue

We come from the trenches play with Glocks, you know we got them too

He go pop his shit, get out his top and get put on the news

I can't let no ho, can't let no thot that's something I can't do

I dance with this broad, get out my top and get my ass the blues

Feel like all my peers don't do my best 'cause I don't follow rules

Know my time is coming, watch that clock and tell a bitch don't snooze

Onto the tile, they say that I'm next

I thank the lord I gotta above because I know I've been blessed

People come right in my life and then they leave me with stress

I smoke this gas to get me high then I start flying with jets

Hey, hey

I feel ashamed, no, I ain't never had joy

I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more

You see these bruises on my body, permanent scars so I'm tore

Come from the hood they slingin' hammers got me feelin' like Thor

But them long sleepless nights

I'm taking some drugs help me through the night

One leg on my pride, you hurt me deeply inside

I feel the real they gon' be there and all the fake gon' divide

Conversations with the devil he keep telling me whoa

Get in my feelings off these drugs and then I won't be alone

Broken hearts still try to love, you can't say that I don't

Where my head? I lost my mind, I swear to god that it's gone

'Cause I got guns I'm not the one then I get labelled a thug

Say I'm a virgin to this bullshit 'cause I don't give no fucks

Drink on this Henny in my pain but they knew what it was

Now what the fuck I'm 'posed to do when that push comes to shove

But I love, I try to love when they say that I'm wrong

Still I trust, I try to trust you when my feelings is gone

And I been running from these demons tryna find my way home

I ever find out you was leeching bet we cutting you off

I feel ashamed, no, I ain't never had joy

I live my life with no regrets I don't got shit I want more

You see these bruises on my body, permanent scars so I'm tore

Come from the hood they slingin' hammers got me feelin' like Thor

But them long sleepless nights

I'm taking some drugs help me through the night

One leg on my pride, you hurt me deeply inside

I feel the real they gon' be there and all the fake gon' divide

But them long sleepless nights

I'm taking some drugs help me through the night

One leg on my pride, you hurt me deeply inside

I feel the real they gon' be there and all the fake gon' divide