Worse

I wanna know what it feels like

To be alone with myself in my own head

Glued to the phone I'm all alone

Can't shake this feeling of intentional regret

I wanna know what it tastes like

To reach my goals and feel good about myself

A second chance, at circumstance

I need another way to pay attention

Everyday

I shouldn't ever have to feel this way but

But everytime I try and see if something changes

I shouldn't ever have to feel this way

Everytime I try

I wanna know what it feels like

Forgetting what you thought of me and who I am

I'm sick of what I used to be

I'm so damn tired and I'm paranoid again

I wanna know what it tastes like

Thought I'd feel better but each day it's getting worse

Need a new crutch, I'm out of touch

Yeah, I can barely hold a conversation

Everyday

I shouldn't ever have to feel this way

Everytime I try and see if something changes

I shouldn't ever have to feel this way

Everytime I try

You're laying there right next to me

Staring at the back of my head

You're laying there right next to me

Staring at the back of my head, yeah

You're laying there right next to me

Staring at the back of my head

You're laying there right next to me

Staring at the back of my head