See Me Now

If I cannot be broken now

Then why am I here

All the mistakes I’ve worn

Unwieldy the tears

Be wretched and lost once More

I rival in fear

I’m pleading to draught me Out

To lessen my years

Uncommon behavior from someone like me

My conscience is constantly ripping my soul

I thought I could shake off

The monkey that’s taking my goals

But I got to latent to know

That second's depression starts creeping and I just unfold

Clouded in judgment I question my being

Doubting my placement amongst all that I see

A coward, a vagrant, is what they'll call me

What good to regard the moment I leave

And I keep on walking the Line

My friends are Embarrassed

I feel like I'm wasting their time

Am I the butt of their jokes

Socially awkward and Clumsy

That’s all that she wrote

I can’t let this feeling

Take over me

Get stuck in my head

The pessimist plea

I wrote myself off

Before I could see

The greatness inside

I gotta set free

If I cannot be broken now

Then why am I here

All the mistakes I’ve worn

Unwieldy the tears

Be wretched and lost once more

I rival in fear

I’m pleading to draught me out

To lessen my years

Uncommon behavior from

Someone like me

Trudging through forest

And swamps as I sing

No hymn to continue a

Journey set free

All these needles and

Threads around me

Stitch me together

Crochet all my dreams

There is to many holes

I am straining my grief

Down on my knees as I

Pushing my pleas

Four walls containing

The chambers that beat

Heart of tragedy pounding

So desperately

Keeping this folly

Upon my own destiny

There’s gotta be

Something worth watching

Moon and sea

Lowering to nothingness

Darkness has come again

Light is still coming back

Sunrises is brightened it

Glowing my skin again

Warming this fragileness

Clouds set on fire with

Thunder and lightning Strikes

Changes my temperament

Gotta be stronger than

Wills of my final gift

Wrapped in a bow

I’m coming home

If I cannot be broken now

Then why am I here

All the mistakes I’ve worn

Unwieldy the tears

Be wretched and lost once more

I rival in fear

I’m pleading to draught me Out

To lessen my years

Uncommon behavior from someone like me

Someone like me

Someone like me

Someone like me

Uncommon behavior from someone like me