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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ava Max
Ava Max
Vocals
Cirkut
Cirkut
Programming
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Aleksej Evgenevich Potekhin
Aleksej Evgenevich Potekhin
Songwriter
Henry Russell Walter
Henry Russell Walter
Songwriter
Serge Zhukov
Serge Zhukov
Songwriter
Thomas Eriksen
Thomas Eriksen
Songwriter
Tia Scola
Tia Scola
Songwriter
Ava Max
Ava Max
Songwriter
Madison Love
Madison Love
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
John Hanes
John Hanes
Mixing Engineer
Chris Gehringer
Chris Gehringer
Mastering Engineer
Serban Ghenea
Serban Ghenea
Mixing Engineer
Earwulf
Earwulf
Producer
Jonas Blue
Jonas Blue
Producer
Cirkut
Cirkut
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Baby, now and then
I think about me now and who I could've been
And then I picture all the perfect that we lived
Till I cut the strings on your tiny violin
Oh
[PreChorus]
My mind's got a m-m-mind of its own right now
And it makes me hate me
I'll explode like a dynamite if I can't decide, baby
[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run and monsters call it love, oh-oh
My head and my heart are caught in between, yeah
[Chorus]
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
[Verse 2]
Tell me yes or no
Asking the heavens, "Should I stay or should I go?"
You held my hand when I had nothing left to hold
And now, I'm on a roll
Oh
[PreChorus]
My mind's got a m-m-mind of its own right now
And it makes me hate me
I'll explode like a dynamite if I can't decide, baby
[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run and monsters call it love, oh-oh
My head and my heart are caught in between, yeah
[Chorus]
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
[Bridge]
I'm standing at the crossroads
I cross my heart with X and O's
Which way leads to forever?
Whoa
God only knows
[Chorus]
My head and my heart are torturing me, yeah
Lost my mind in your arms, I go to extremes, yeah
When angels tell me run and monsters call it love, oh-oh
My head and my heart are caught in between, yeah
[Chorus]
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la
Written by: Amanda Ava Koci, Henry Walter, Thomas Eriksen, Madison Love, Tia Scola, Aleksej Evgenevich Potekhin, Serge Zhukov

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