New Waves

Yeah I’m on stage

But it’s still a dress rehearsal

And it has been

For heaven knows how long

Stuck in my own way

Me and my things

No one else around

And that’s okay

At least for now

Am I headed in the right way?

And does it even matter to me?

I walk along the shore in shallow water feeling empty

Is it worth it to me?

Sitting in my room is getting old

I’m feeling paralysed

Been seeing the same scenery

Same room same sun same feelings

And if I could see through walls

Then I’d already have everything

Feels like I’ve been losing you for so long

There’s nothing left to hold on to

Been trying to find some new waves

Why am I surfing on the old ones?

I need clarity

You’re stressing me to stay

And it’s getting in the way

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it to me?

Uh, yeah

Feeling outside

Standing in a hall of mirrors fooling my eyes

Vision distorts, gather my thoughts

One minute feels right the next minute so wrong

I drive around and listen to all the same songs

It’s like I’m 10 again

School bell rung an hour ago

And all my friends in minivans went home

Feels like I’ve been losing you for so long

There’s nothing left to hold on to

Been trying to find some new waves

Why am I surfing on the old ones?

I need clarity

You’re stressing me to stay

And it’s getting in the way

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it?

Is it worth it to me?