Chasing Happy (feat. Kid ANON)

Say she like my scars I like hers better

I don't like to feel it makes it hard

To fade away and start another era

A star is only seen out in the dark

So pop a pill or two if you get nervous

The hardest step is only when beginning

At the start you relish that you're happy

But it gets harder knowing that it's ending

So throw away your thoughts of happy endings

Find the strength to choose to be alone

You don't need another to be perfect

You don't need another to be whole

When I was young I thought the world was better

When I was young the world was something grand

When I got older all the happy little lies you told became my castles made of sand

I get, trapped by, my mind, sometimes

I get, so low, lost in, my head

I chase, happy, through the, forest

I chase, I chase, I chase

Sip away the pain wit' bottled liquor

You don't need a smile to let them know

That they don't need to worry 'bout you darlin'

That they don't need to worry when you're gone

They all fake they never really loved you

Keep your flowers far from on my grave

Keep the tears you saved for this occasion

Just give me Xannies only thing that saves

Me from this hell I'm livin' I'm offended at the cost of livin', I'm offended no I'm fuckin' livid they all actin' shocked when news break that I finally went and did it

If I go and end it end it my way, reach the end and journey, end of highway, East of Eden, sun recedin', gettin' cold, stop the bleeding

I get, trapped by, my mind, sometimes

I get, so low, lost in, my head

I chase, happy, through the, forest

I chase, I chase, I chase

Chasin' happy, chasin' pain, happy chasin', it's all the same

I wanna end it, so who's to blame, to mourn my life, who would've came

The gas is lit, I feel insane, a great depression, it's like a game

So I guess I'll use these drugs to straight fry my brain

Only better feeling's feelin' numb

Cause when you're happy they'll treat you dumb

Graduated, sad boy, alum

Drink and drive a C12 just for fun

And if I crash that's alright

Mami had to come down last night

So that that shit's on sight

Sorry mama I might lose this fight

I get, trapped by, my mind, sometimes

I get, so low, lost in, my head

I chase, happy, through the, forest

I chase, I chase, I chase