Lost in a Wave

I can't {breathe}, I'm suffocating

It's a feeling I know

All my senses are heightened to the point where I can't move at all

I try to scream but there is no one here

I tell myself that's irrational

Whatever I do, it gets the best of me

I can feel the waves crashing down on me

All these words are useless

I bet you won't understand

I'm just trying to hide my fears

'Cause I'm afraid to understand

I've been thinking way too much

I've been searching for a place to bury myself

I'm lost in a wave

It controls my feelings and I can't help it

I'm falling away

If I control my fears, would I still feel the pain?

I've been thinking too much

I see the rain pouring down the river

My brain is trying to trick me

I'm just talking to myself but I can't hear anything

My face is on the concrete

It's about to take control and I just cannot compete

My brain is trying to trick me

I'm just talking to myself but I can't hear anything

My face is on the concrete

It's about to take control and I just cannot compete

See the face of misery

I try to scream but there is no one here

I'm lost in a wave

It controls my feelings and I can't help it

I'm falling away

If I control my fears, would I still feel the pain?