Badtime

I can't control you, can, can I, can I?

I can't control you, can, can I, can I?

Cocaine spilled on my dresser from last night

How did I not learn my lesson from last time?

I keep repeating mistakes from the past

Better not ignore my calls, is this a bad time?

Hate when people think that they can see through me

Like you don't get a golden star for reading me

Been learning all my weaknesses too easily

Is like handing out instructions for defeating me

You been searching on the surface, tryna see the flaws

Should do us both a service, just don't get involved

End up arguing on issues I thought we resolved

Guess we just run in circles off this rosé

Ring around, ring around, can't do ring talk

You the reason I relate to this orange tape

You complaining so I had to go and brake hard

Hop out since you so cool

Go do top-down in an Uber pool

I'm convinced that you get a lil' kick from the shit

When I'm angered, that's your new swoon

Tryna rinse all your sins, wash the blood off your hands

You're tryna make up for what you don't do

My attempts, tryna fix what this is

Is a miss

So I'll cop out

Girl, it's your move

Cocaine spilled on my dresser from last night

How did I not learn my lesson from last time?

I keep repeating mistakes from the past

Better not ignore my calls, is this a bad time?

Hate when people think that they can see through me

Like you don't get a golden star for reading me

Been learning all my weaknesses too easily

Is like handing out instructions for defeating me

Please make more promises you can't keep

I mean, who doesn't love a good spike in their dopamine?

Yeah, that false sense of joy makes for good company

Till reality sets in and punish me

Yeah, you fine and all

But you a collection of karma that I accumulated

My flaws personified and enumerated

But there's a beauty to it

Which explains why I found love in your rudest statements

How many times can I fall victim to temptation?

Them tally marks like scars, I'm seeing different faces

Too many bitches and broads

I'm doing business abroad

And body bagging some hearts, been trading them for hatred

You took a pretty good fall while being white girl wasted

Got a bruise on your brow, knee scraped from the pavement

Your mama don't know you drinking

So how you finna explain it?

She sent you off to college

You came back with a craving

For all that bullshit and

Cocaine spilled on my dresser from last night

How did I not learn my lesson from last time?

I keep repeating mistakes from the past

Better not ignore my calls, is this a bad time?

Hate when people think that they can see through me

Like you don't get a golden star for reading me

Been learning all my weaknesses too easily

Is like handing out instructions for defeating me