Verbal Suicide

you cannot say that I have never tried

you cannot say that I don't feel alive

if I don't feel alive

then why do I want to die

so here I am

committing verbal suicide with you

you cannot say I haven't given my all

you cannot say that I have lost my soul

if I have lost my soul

then why do I feel forlorn

so here I am

committing verbal suicide with you

happy birthday to you

but I can say that you were numb

yes I can say I no longer understand

my heart breaks no more it can takes

so here I am

committing verbal suicide with you

happy birthday to you

shut up