Only Everyone Can Judge Me

Hive mind is scary, I feel vulnerable and stupid

Waiting for a new embarrassment to go and tear right through me

A dependent, fruitless animal, watch me brimming with shame

And this confidence I fake only makes matters worse

I am not a stallion, I am just perverse

Hopeless, and docile, and tamed

Another day I won't remember, another day I wished away

Tedious days punctuated by dismay

Every day feels the same

Oh, it's the routine, and it's the regret

That makes me worse yet

Oh, did I forget your name or make a joke and no one laughed?

Did I come across as stupid or did I cum too fast?

This isn't a brave face, this isn't a brave face

This is a mask

Now I remember

It doesn't take much to make me feel small

And you are the ma-