Heavy

I've gotten heavy

Nobody wanna hold me up

Ain't asking for help

I'm stubborn and I know myself

I've gotten heavy

Nobody wanna hold me up

Ain't asking for help

I should be strong enough to do it myself

But I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink

It must be all the drink

Yeah, it keeps me up, makes me think too much, too deep

I'm too young to feel this shit

I wonder how long I can hold my breath (One, two, three, four)

I think the sky looks pretty

Even though the weather's shitty

I bet you right now that behind all the clouds are blue

I'm telling you

I think there's hope up there for me

Maybe I can finally meet Amy

Just gotta get out of this old city

Trying to relax

Kick back, put on the TV

Gave up on myself

Started writing my CV

Jackie didn't help

She's always talking money this and money that

Get a job instead of sitting 'round and getting fat

I haven't slept in weeks, not a wink

It must be all the drink

Yeah, it keeps me up, makes me think too much, too deep

I'm too young to feel this shit

I wonder how long I can hold my breath (One, two, three, four)

I think the sky looks pretty

Even though the weather's shitty

I bet you right now that behind all the clouds are blue

I'm telling you

I think there's hope up there for me

Maybe I can finally meet Amy

Just gotta get out of this old city

What's meant to be will be

If I go under, don't save me

I'm not afraid

No, I'm not afraid

'Cause I bet I'll get played

Better get paid

Send it to my mama and my family estate

Hit a billion plays

Label gets paid from another dead singer

But now you know my name

I think the sky looks pretty

Even though the weather's shitty

I bet you right now that behind all the clouds are blue

I'm telling you

I think there's hope up there for me

Maybe I can finally meet Amy

Just gotta get out of this old city

Got to get out

Got to get out

Don't wanna be here anymore