Three Drinks

Thought it was ‘sposed to be some grand revelation I’d wake up, it’d all make sense

thought I’d be over you and ready to shake

all of the self-pity and bullshit in my head

One day I’d be broken in a million different ways and then the next I’d start to feel the pieces mend I’m waiting for it, but I’m getting impatient

Since you left I’ve been a goddamn mess

and I’m so lost

without you now

And I know that I should move on but I don’t know how You’re gone

And that’s sunk in

Now I’m waiting on the moment where it all works out

When the hurt dies down

And thes feeling goes

I can walk downtown

Without seeing ghosts

I won’t need three drinks

just to chase the thought of you When your words fade out

and the life we had

Is all photographs

When it ain’t so sad

I won’t need three drinks

Just to chase the thought of you

I guess this feeling’s just a part of a process

Small steps ’til you walk again

But it feels like I've been running since the day that you left I wonder how long ’til my legs give in

I’m looking rough and living hard like I used to Back in the day when we first met

I’m smoking cigarettes and shaking in my shoes trying to get the thought of you out of my head