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A yo he hates to go to sleep and he's weeping throughout the night He's calling out to God and believing that he just might Answer the call he's making his faith and his heart is breaking He's facing a rude awakening tapped on his shoulder shaking He's shaken slowly awakened he's feeling so terrified Like his God ignored maybe tomorrow night Will be the night of restoration no longer be facing hell But he's touched by the same bad hand he was dealt with He turns around he's facing his uncle now Thinking about what lies ahead of him and he's wondering how He didn't scream or shout but his faith ran out How can a God up in heaven just sit back and allow This to happen he's acting like nothing happened He's passing his mothers room hoping she would awake and finally catch him In the action nope it never happened so He kept quiet as he raped his mind body and soul Oh Lord blessed is the Heavenly Father blessed is He Pull up a chair and watch him get raped on his restroom sink Oh gee golly wiz and he's robbing his innocence It's obvious he's done with God and this prayer he's just not into it I'm interested how you sat back and never did a thing See even though he cried out you never intervened Was he not Righteous in the sight of your son Was he a sinner you ignore like John 9:31 Well job well done another fatherless son And if he ever has a problem well don't bother to come Because he won't bother to call no he won't bother at all Middle fingers to the world you weren't a Father at all Well Father we fall with the fallen angels and men Because he would rather burn in hell then ever call you a friend Spend his life in agony since it was agony then And he will slit his uncles throat the first chance he gets The first chance he got fantasizing the plot The only problem was he still loved his uncle a lot A whole lot of many years went by And he still questions if God hears him cry How can he besides he still hates God hes still in sin Still won't forgive his uncle he won't repent Wait he hates God he's in sin He won't forgive his uncle man he won't repent Woah Look Forgiveness you say you mean just try to forgive and forget in a way I wanna forgive but it's me I forgive and for letting him breathe and for getting away Forgiveness is the last thing he's giving him Being penetrated that's last time he's giving in So don't try to talk if you haven't walked in the place he was in Just like I would never give directions to a place I never been nah But I agree that greater is he so lesser is the Trapped in a locked room of bitterness with only one way out and forgiveness is key I agree But you see one out of three have fallen victim to this perverted act One out of three will turn to crack to cope with the fact that they may never bounce back You better believe I've heard of that And most of these will sexually defile themselves And as beautiful as can be but if a smile will help To hide the suicidal thoughts that they compile on shelves Or continue and become these pedophiles themselves You better believe we got to reverse it here This is a battle not all victims will persevere But I encourage with these writtens and my verses here To call upon the most high while the church is here To call upon the most high while the church is here let's go