Never Sure

To be alone together just once again

Is something that is sure to happen sometime

And if my hands can't stay on the table

If I find myself unable to look away from staring in your eyes

And the color of the sunrise inside

I promise that I'll hold myself together

And act like this isn't killing me

I saw you once today

I painfully watched as you looked the other way

Afraid just to notice me standing there

You would make it obvious you don't care

I won't lie, I only love you for the heartbreak

I only love you for the give and the take

No, you know I want it

I'm in love with the thought of everything

I am lifted to a holy ground

And from up here can see a little of everything

And I can see you don't want me around

I know how much that it makes you cringe

To think about you and I as friends

Together forever until the end

After that you won't have to see me again

I won't lie, I only love you for the heartbreak

I only love you for the give and the take

No, you know I want it

And when I die, just rip my heart out from my chest

And put it in a mason jar left to rest on your bedside table

If there's any hope alive after that

I would hold it like a newborn baby

And care for it like it was my own

Hey, you know, it looks kinda like me

And we'd still get chills every time we kiss

I will always promise this, that to you I will never tell a lie

No, not to you, no

No, not to you

I won't lie, I only love you for the heartbreak

I only love you for the give and the take

No, you know I want it

And when I die, just rip my heart out from my chest

And put it in a mason jar left to rest on your bedside table

And put it in a mason jar left to rest on your bedside table, oh-oh