Overthinking

Stay up late and I can't sleep I lose time and I don't why Words circle in my head like Poison with a needle and a thread Sew me up Keep my head shut Panic and anger fill up my bedroom Thinking about the words that you were screaming as your makeup ran ever slowly down your face I think I went and said too much Shit... And maybe I've been overthinking Maybe I don't really need to know But so much time's been wasted And I'm just stuck thinking that it's all the same Who but I thinks about it everyday? What makes you fuck with my head when I say that I'm okay and there's no way I could let you take it? I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you You've got nothing to prove And I'm nothing like you And lately I'm feeling displaced In every single space That I spend time in and I can't relate 'Cause all of the words that I wrote were mistakes And I just see hate when I look in your face And all my hallways They echo endless and always My voice remained just incoherent All I wanted was just to talk to you And every single night I'm awake I feel my armor slip away As you dig the knife inside of me I felt my walls collide with you I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you You've got nothing to prove And I'm nothing like you When's it enough? This is has gone way past love It just feels personal It keeps me up And I'm so paranoid I keep distance just to hold my head above the water You'd have me sink right through with you I felt my walls collide with you I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you You've got nothing to prove And I'm nothing like you