Broken Lives and Stolen Peds

Look

G, I be ridin' round

All I see is hatred in my fuckin' town

Nitties they stay laughin'

Using needles from the fuckin' ground

I'm tryna turn this shit around

Nights up in that trap, but I weren't sellin' brown

My brother S was sellin' brown

I don't want no fuckin' crown, G, I just want my paper

And I'll be rockin' Vapors, tell that prick there ain't no favors

Roll around like sergeant major

Fuck a bitch and fuck a hater

Ballin' like a Laker

Fuck a snitch and fuck a traitor

Used to serve it like a waiter

All that food we used to cater

Nitties dancin' like some ravers

I was packin' like some Quavers

Bro, this shit's so real (Yeah)

So I said fuck it then

Broski if they fuck with us, then trust me we gon' fuck with them

Don't tell me 'bout no reoffend

Old school, I'm so MSN

Rollin' in that Beamer or that Benz, shit, same dream again

I'm chatting to some fiends again

Stabbed me for some weed again

Told me I ain't feedin' them

Now Lily wants to feed again

But she's just tryna dream again

Said she'd try go clean again

David's being mean to them

And she just wants to leave and then

I'm fighting against my feelings

When they know I'm just a kid

But these fiends, bro, they chat shit and make up stories for a trip

I was fifteen so not a prick

Like Justin Bieber was my trim

I was so harmless till Jed's friends they brought me in, G, in my little life of sin

Now I got darkness in my head

For all that stupid fuckin' shit I did for bread

Like what the fuck drama led

And all these cunts that say its mumsy's fault

I promise she's done everything for me

Like she's done everything for Jed

I weren't that cool kid in my school

But I was known for some artillery instead

This little street kid was ahead

Trapped inside that bando

That's my brother with some fiends that lack humanity like Ted

Shit, trapped inside that bando

That's my brother with some fiends that lack humanity like Ted

That's broken lives and stolen peds

And all these man they think they gang stars

They ain't got blood up on their hands, just someone's bank card

G, I got blood upon my hands from auntie's man's yard

Had to cut him up 'cause he made auntie hang no lanyard

Bro, I'm no gangster gangbanger, I'm not none of that

But touch my fuckin' family, see that sentence, I'ma run it back

Still got demons in my head from when I used to trap

But karma's real 'cause my own brother's addicted to crack

Nine to five now, tryna make it right now

Since I saw my brother overdose I had to pipe down

I'm reachin' for the sky, yeah, I'm reachin' for them stars

I guess I'll laugh and just contemplate how it happened from the start

I'm so real to the brim and I'm so real to the bone

I would never condone the life that I live, it's just the roads

'Cause I was rollin' up them paper planes

Trapped up in that fuckin' maze

Thoughts up in my mind, couldn't find, nearly went insane

Buses, never got the train

Mummy thinks that she's to blame

Ain't seen my brother since the last time he try cut the chain, shit

Look, ain't seen my brother since the last time

And I don't need no fuckin' Gs up in my life

'Cause I got nuff for them

All them countless times you all did fights and all got cuffed again

Listening to Potter in the whip as Will puffed a peng

Brought up in this violence, age fifteen when I first bust a skeng

Boys to men, brothers in arms

Steady my palm, clap back, sound the alarm

'Cause y'all know that I'm young, but I live life so fast

All these bitches tryna at me they don't know my past

And you don't know my path

And I won't ever give my seat up, I'm so Rosa Parks

I'm so Tony Stark

'Cause in my mind I understand but other people just laugh

Been cold from the start

Snap bang broken your arm

Them little cunts that robbed me

All them others that tried

In my eyes you ain't no man, you just a bitch with a knife

'Cause I could fight to the death, and do it all for my pride

But I'm the only fuckin' reason that my mummy stopped cryin'

And I'm the only fuckin' reason that my brother's alive

'Cause if we didn't have that chat he could be hangin' tonight

So open your eyes

I'm slowly fuckin' losin' my mind

The only way is this music to keep me outta this life

And I'm tryin'

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