Stranger (feat. Saba & Jarreau Vandal)

I feel like a stranger

Tryin' to face what's left of my own

And there is no later, too many changes

I'm tryna grow

I thought I knew all the colors and the hues

Thought I had it figured out

'Cause in my head it seemed so true

But I really don't

There's so much left untouched

Still figuring out what

But I'm closer than I was

Feels like I stopped runnin' away

Once I recognized my own faith

In too deep, was stuck in this maze

That I don't know what to do, oh

I feel like a stranger

Tryin' to face what's left of my own

And there is no later, too many changes

I'm tryna grow

You feel like real life

Or my imagination of what real life should be

It's as clear as the sky could be

You the future I like to see

So who know you would frighten me?

I don't pretend to have the answers like talkin' to Socrates

And I'm usually in your head, but you're growin' apart from me

I think lately you gettin' farther and farther apart from me

And I know I'm a part of you, and once you were a part of me

But part of me think that I'm makin' excuses, like, "Pardon me"

For you or for the future, you foolish for tarnishing

I'm torn apart thinkin' about independence, autonomy

With my head up higher and higher, the ceiling get hard to reach

Every three months you a new person, this feeling is quarterly

Around here it get hard to stay grounded like carpentry

I lost me once, it got me feeling like I got an alter ego

Goin' till it's gone like one on one, it's all for keeps

A lot of different sides to this story, but they all me

I feel like a stranger

Tryin' to face what's left of my own

And there is no later, too many changes

I'm tryna grow