Fell Too Far

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

Remember when we'd talk on the phone, we would geek

Now everytime I call, you're so low, you can't speak

I miss the better days, sharing stories, they're all blurred out

Everything's a haze, talking to you really hurts now

Self control, self care

I keep fighting for it takes so long

But I swear

I'ma make up for it, all these wrongs

Wish I could run it back, turning the time

Fix all the things that have broke in my mind

Keep to myself and stay closed all my life

Think that's way better than opening eyes

Anxiety in full throttle

All I need is this bottle

Drink too much, I feel awful

Nothing can help in this novel

Colossal

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

Don't wake me up, just let me sleep

If I get your calls, just leave me be

If I'ma fall, just cut me deep

I've had enough, my arms feel weak

Now it's a problem for both of us

Heart's been longing for better stuff

Miss just holding you waking up

Now I'm wanting to break this love

Soul's a part of the pain and cuts

All these scars that you gave me bust

Where to start is the hardest part

Took a shot in the fucking dark

Need some new pavement

Gimme some medication

Flooded with all your statements

Mind is way too close to breaking

Fetal position, I'm shaking

What the fuck was I taking?

What the fuck was I taking?

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"

If I'ma fall apart, that's my part, right

And I don't need any more love, that's a lost fight

She gon' turn and look at me, what's the cost like?

Told her, "Baby, break my heart, it's a dark night"