Stay Home

I’ve been staying home

A steady diet of no one

And I'm still not sleeping well

Been up searching for myself

 

Yeah the going it got tough

I barely tried than I gave up

I’ll sit and wait until the next one comes along

Without a doubt I’ll fuck it up

I run away when offered love

A subconscious habit I picked up when I was young and impressionable

 

I’ve been medicating

A daily dose of alcohol and nicotine

Yeah it helps to take the pain away

This thread I’ve been hanging by’s getting thinner every day

 

When I can’t sleep I close my eyes

I bide the time till my demise

All I ever wanted was to die when I was young

I’m turned around, I'm twisted up.

I’ve given in, I’m giving up.

Throw my body in a potter's field and let me rot away.