Under / Over

Funny when I think about the months

That I could not get out of bed

Going back and forth over the letters that I wrote but never sent

Wake up and repeat it

But I was barely sleeping

Swimming in the memories, I'm floating in the deep end

How come you're not still in my head?

I got, you got, we got too much time on our hands

Used to be so caught up

In the things we had planned

I'm not chasing feelings that I don't understand

I'm underwater

But I'm over you

Thought that I'd be good the day

I took down all your pictures in my room

How'd it go from easier to everything still leading back to you?

Can I be honest? I think about you constantly

You're closing every door

But now I'm looking for an opening

Maybe I'm just getting confused

I got, you got, we got too much time on our hands

Used to be so caught up

In the things we had planned

I'm still chasing feelings that I don't understand

I'm underwater

Am I over you?