After All

I'm living in a world I know I don't belong

I know that I was never alone

Everyone here helped me build my throne

But somehow, I am still here on my own

I'm beginning to think about everything

That took its part on me

I've been falling asleep

And dreamed about these days where I felt free

Yet, is it so hard to believe (So hard, so hard)

When my body's ready to leave? (But after all, but after all)

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I've been through it all

And I forgot what could've been

Although the world is tellin' me

How I'm supposed to be

But after all

After all

I know I was never taught

How to fight my fears and all my thoughts

So this river is impossible to cross

I'm beginning to think about all these years

Where I felt so wrong

And I can't fall asleep (I can't fall asleep)

Living in a world I know I don't belong

Yet, is it so hard to believe (So hard, so hard)

When my body's ready to leave? (But after all, but after all)

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I've been through it all

And I forgot what could've been

Although the world is tellin' me

How I'm supposed to be

But after all

After all

It doesn't matter how loud I will scream

'Cause the perfect life is just a dream

I believe that nothing's as it seems

(Nothing's as it seems)

I doesn't matter how far I will run

I realize that I'm still so fuckin' young

And our actions cannot be undone

They cannot be undone

I realize that I'm still so fuckin' young

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

Been through it all

And I forgot what could've been

Although the world is tellin' me

How I'm supposed to be

But after all

After all

But after all

There's nothing that can hold me

I been through it all

And I forgot what could've been

Although the world is tellin' me

How I'm supposed to be

But after all

After all

Yet, is it so hard to believe

When my body's ready to leave?