Nostalgia

When did you stop running through my mind

How did I miss the change from easy all the time

To something harder where I take all the blame

I hadn’t noticed till you said you did the same

It’s true the first year was too good

False sense of hope for the future

Never thought I’d feel indifferent

If you pulled the curtains the end

Back then I thought we could make it

Think now its mind power wasted

Are we too comfortable to ask for more

We’ve been trying but we can’t move forwards

Conversations always turn into fights

Kinda worried that theres no route for us

I’m tired of tryna get it right

Been keeping quiet but it feels like torture

Saying nothing but you see it in my eyes

If we say it out loud is it over?

I’m tired of tryna get it right.

Sometimes I wish you would just make me hurt

So I’d be forced to suck it up and adjust

I’m being lazy can’t be bothered to fight

So I continue hoping you can read my mind

It’s true this doesn’t feel right

But I’m too scared to pick our last fight

Never thought I would be this cautious

I guess I’m worried that it’s me who’s caused this

If so, I’ll put the work in

But it seems wrong to feel like I’m working

Are we too comfortable to ask for more

We’ve been trying but we can’t move forwards

Conversations always turn into fights

Kinda worried that theres no route for us

I’m tired of tryna get it right

Been keeping quiet but it feels like torture

Saying nothing but you see it in my eyes

If we say it out loud is it over?

I’m tired of tryna get it right.

Tired of tryna get it

I’m so tired of tryna get it right X4

I keep trusting nostalgia

Keep hoping thats what we still are

But I think we changed back there, not sure how far

Can’t lean on our sweet nostalgia

Can’t focus on what we were before

I think we might need more

We’ve been trying but we can’t move forwards

Conversations always turn into fights

Kinda worried that theres no route for us

I’m tired of tryna get it right

Been keeping quiet but it feels like torture

Saying nothing but you see it in my eyes

If we say it out loud is it over?

I’m tired of tryna get it right.