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Brother Ali
Brother Ali
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COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Brother Ali
Brother Ali
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Lyrics

[Verse 1]
Frigid, frozen, Minnesota
Chip on his shoulder
Sick, sleeping on a pissy sofa
Unwanted visitor in a different culture
Missing home, and he can't go, they're civil warring
Listen soldier, forget getting over
Prison's sitting 'round the corner, homelessness  even closer
Kids with similar skin color still don't want you
Spit and insult you 'cause they've been here longer
He leave the crib, it's guaranteed the pigs approach ya
Where ya goin', where ya from, any weapons on ya?
Your family is stressed out, you're getting older
You don't live the way they did back in Somalia
It's extra difficult to be a daughter
Tryna keep it modest with sinners all around you
Wear the wrong garment, your parents get an ulcer
If you wrap it up, the other children picking on you
[Verse 2]
Live in two worlds with your eyes closed
Tiptoeing on a tightrope
Holding on for survival
Nobody to blame, this is just how it goes
Live in two worlds with your eyes closed
Tiptoeing on a tightrope
Holding on for survival
Nobody to blame, this is just how it goes
[Verse 3]
Holidays and you know what the business is
You get two birthdays and two Christmases
Older you get, you resent how sick it is
They're trying to cover their guilt with the gifts they give
Bounce from his house to her house
Too bad that marriage didn't work out
Now you don't have a your house
Daddy fighting mommy, they both tell me they love me
If I get too close to one, the other one start acting funny
Ma went and had a baby with a different dad
You act happy to please them, but you're really sad
Seeing firsthand that family that you'll never have
Plus you ain't no real brother, you're just a half
Gotta pick up the pieces and move on
Bedtime stories, and greet them on the phone
Live in two houses and neither one is home
Wishing you were grown, have the freedom to get gone
[Verse 4]
Live in two worlds with your eyes closed
Tiptoeing on a tightrope
Holding on for survival
Nobody to blame, this is just how it goes
Live in two worlds with your eyes closed
Tiptoeing on a tightrope
Holding on for survival
Nobody to blame, this is just how it goes
[Verse 5]
Daddy was a preacher, momma was a Sunday school teacher
Big brother, football squad leader
Now far be it for you to disappoint or displease them
You're just being what you feel you see in
That mirror, every time you peer in
Swallow the tears inside that empty feeling
A boy terrified to let the world in
He has girlfriends, but doesn't want a girlfriend
He retreats inside himself
Where he lives life itself in secret
Daddy says people go to hell for being
What he is, and he certainly believes him
'Cause there ain't no flame that can blaze enough
To trump being hated for the way you love
And cry yourself to sleep, and hate waking up
It's a cold world, y'all, shame on us
[Verse 6]
Live in two worlds with your eyes closed
Tiptoeing on a tightrope
Holding on for survival
Nobody to blame, this is just how it goes
Live in two worlds with your eyes closed
Tiptoeing on a tightrope
Holding on for survival
Nobody to blame, this is just how it goes
Written by: Brother Ali
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