Much Against Everyone's Advice

I

Seem to have a history

At missing the point

At this stuff

Apparently

Very absent-mindedly

I care

But never enough

For

You

Time to put the record straight

Time to stop communicating

Please anticipate

I'm trying to comprehend the things I write

I'm living the lie that I cannot satisfy

Much against everyone's advice

I'm still trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying

Faith

Cheated me of everything

But I laughed until

I stopped

Publicly

Very, very openly

I sat alone with my thoughts

For

Time to put the record straight

Time to stop communicating

Please anticipate

I'm trying to comprehend the things I write

I'm living the lie that I cannot satisfy, oh

Much against everyone's advice

I'm still trying, I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying