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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Flatbush Zombies
Flatbush Zombies
Performer
Sophie Faith
Sophie Faith
Lead Vocals
Antonio Lewis
Antonio Lewis
Rap
Erick Elliott
Erick Elliott
Rap
Demetri Simms
Demetri Simms
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Tyler Dopps
Tyler Dopps
Songwriter
Antonio Lewis
Antonio Lewis
Songwriter
Erick Elliott
Erick Elliott
Songwriter
Demetri Simms
Demetri Simms
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Erick the Architect
Erick the Architect
Producer
Tyler Dopps
Tyler Dopps
Producer

Lyrics

[Verse 1]
I just wanna die, I just wanna cope
All I see is pain, I done lost hope
I just wanna live, I just love the thrills
I just lost my mama, I don't got no father
I just want some justice, I just want some peace
Everyday **** dyin' in the streets
Everyday **** dyin' in the streets
All this fuckin' beef and I don't even eat
Wrong colors and we sworn enemies
I just want to come together, take the streets
Overdosin', while my **** die
Shots fired, why he gotta die?
Sometimes it's hard but, ****, you alive
Sometimes it's hard to see the truth inside
Life inside a box, throw away the key
Who are you to judge her? Who could make her free?
Tired of **** beatin' up women, tired of women hatin' on men
Baby mama tryin' to control shit, play the victim, seen the roles switch
Remember how to love your own shit
Remember how to love your homies
Remember people out here homeless
This is livin' at your own risk
'Cause ain't nobody walkin' perfect
All this money, was it worth it?
All this ice, am I the coldest?
Sacrifice, am I the chosen?
Am I livin' for the moment
The past hurts but it's golden
The future bright, all this moonlight
Call it suicide when you too righteous
[Verse 2]
It's like they (It's like they)
Won't get you till you're gone
Just hope when I'm dead
I live on through these songs (These songs)
It's okay (It's okay)
You've got the right to move on (To move on)
Just don't forget (It's okay)
What it's like when I was (When I was)
When I was still here with you
[Verse 3]
This is bigger than some music
And all my **** goin' through it
Life ain't 'posed to be this way
Desensitized from real decay
Weighin' on my inner conscience
Especially when out of context
Text me for a little convo
Fallen soldiers, come home (It's like)
I just rally for the cause (Ayy, ayy)
Then I round up all my dawgs (Ayy, ayy)
Get the fuck up out of dodge (Ayy, ayy)
Life ain't posed to be this hard (Ayy, ayy)
I don't want to cry no more (Ayy, ayy)
Rehab ain't about a choice (Ayy, ayy)
Wishin' that we'd find the cure (Ayy, ayy)
This a pain we can't ignore (It's like)
[Verse 4]
First off, I want to say, RIP to Mac Milly
We gon' smoke these flowers in your honor
Drownin', ridin' 'round through the city (It's like)
World's suppose to be mine but these bitches like, "Gimme, gimme, gimme"
But before I let it burn though, these are my confessions, I (It's like)
Love hard like my mother, too much pride like my father
Don't think I'm strong enough to be a brother
Way too fucked up to be a lover
Damaged goods, couldn't make it through the rubble
Under my hood is a sick mind with some deep thoughts
I'm in trouble, problems pilin' up, emotions bottled up
I'm volatile, promise you, wish I was drama proof
But why waste wishes on somethin' so comical, unbalanced chemical
Mo' money, mo' problems, commas and decimals (Damn)
I guess that's just what the dollars do (It's like)
Shall I fly without losin' my flock?
Will I die before makin' my mark?
Heaven knows that I gave y'all my heart
Man, I gave y'all my all, zero day, from the start
Life's a challenge, it'll break you to parts
You are not gone, you entered the void
No energy's lost, immortality you get through these songs
Since they ripped me from umbilical cord
Can't figure what leads to these cynical thoughts
Extendin' my arm like the man on the cross
You gave me a hug, stabbed through my back and punctured my heart
[Verse 5]
It's like they (It's like they)
Won't get you til you're gone
Just hope when I'm dead
I live on through these songs (These songs)
It's okay (It's okay)
You've got the right to move on (To move on)
Just don't forget (It's okay)
What it's like when I was (When I was)
When I was still here with you
[Verse 6]
Still here with you
I wish I was still here with you
I am still here with you
Written by: Tyler Dopps, Erick Elliott, Antonio Lewis, Demetri Simms
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