Pretend Friends

I can't look you in the eyes

I'm afraid, there's nothing left to try

And no I won't deny

That you've been on my mind

You've been thinking all this while

That you were never worth my time

If only you could read my mind

You'd see that I've been dying on the inside

And I don't know where to begin

To betray, what's underneath my skin

In my head, nothing's really clear

Except, I wish you were here

I don't know how to be a friend

I'd try, but you wouldn't want me to pretend

Well, if you've got something to say

Tell me, I'd really like to stay