Something Else

Sitting in my bedroom laying in the dark with the nightlight on

Sinking into my head, feeling so small feeling so alone

I don't wanna bother anyone

I don't wanna burden them with all my thoughts

it's just not fair, I'm out of touch

My mindset's toxic

I'm losing my shit

Why do I always feel like

I'm lost in thought, taking shots at myself and every mistake

Close my eyes, wait for sunrise so I can start again

maybe one day I'll change

Praying one day it will fade

I'm so sick of feeling this numb

just want to feel something else

 I'm so sick of feeling this numb

Standing at a party take another photo put my smile on

Everyone's around me why do I feel like I don't belong

All of these people could care less about me

Empty conversations sometimes I wish I had just stayed home

My mindset's toxic

I'm losing my shit

Why do I always feel like

I'm lost in thought, taking shots at myself and every mistake

Close my eyes, wait for sunrise so I can start again

maybe one day I'll change

Praying one day it will fade

I'm so sick of feeling this numb

just want to feel something else

I'm so sick of feeling this numb