Future

I could, I couldn't divorce myself of my future

It hung all around my bed that day

A sordid place

My dreams all grey

All you'd say

I move this way

Or I move that way

But when you left

My knees went first

And there I broke

They say that when they held you under

You could still breathe

And when they dragged you asunder

You were still free

Laying there with me

Stay out, late I'm searching every night

Streets I'm wandering around

It's what I needed

Dancing, like the cold wind does

Fingers reaching up above

To the cracks in your window

I've found

My upside down

My beating heart

Yet when we kissed

My mind went first

This restless curse

They say that when I held you under

You could still breathe

And when they dragged you asunder

You were still free

Laying there with me