Treading Water

So overwhelmed right now

Don't have it figured out just yet

You don't try to understand

That I don't fit in your box of tricks

Got your life worked out

But I had to teach myself this shit

Gamble every move I make

To stop my heart from givin' in

I don't mind, I don't mind

I don't mind drownin' for a little while

I'm on a road that you would never drive

Didn't you know that this is real life?

I don't mind, I don't mind

I don't mind drowning in the meantime

Treading water but I'm still alive

You wouldn't know what that feels like

I, I'm not chasin' dotted lines

I'm waitin' for the tide to rise

Carry me right through the night

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Things used to wear me down

Sink right into the abyss

I'm so glad I didn't quit

When you said I shouldn't take the risk

Nothing is for sure

But I'm grippin' onto this

Now I can admit I've found my peace

In my own loneliness

I don't mind, I don't mind

I don't mind drownin' for a little while

Treading water but I'm still alive

You wouldn't know what that feels like

I, I'm not chasin' dotted lines

I'm waitin' for the tide to rise

Carry me right through the night

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

It's alright, it's okay

I don't mind what you wanna say

It's alright, it's okay

I don't mind

It's alright, it's okay

I don't mind what you wanna say

What you're gonna say

I, I'm not chasin' dotted lines

I'm waitin' for the tide to rise

Carry me right through the night

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treadin', treadin'

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treadin', treadin'

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treadin', treadin'

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treadin', treadin'

I'm treading water but I'm still alive

Treading water but I'm still alive

Treading water but I'm still alive