Featured In
Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jessie Reyez
Vocals
Fred Ball
Keyboards
Tim Suby
Programming
Lazuli
Keyboards
Amy Langley
Cello
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Jessie Reyez
Songwriter
Fred Ball
Songwriter
Tim Suby
Songwriter
Rui Afonso
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Fred Ball
Producer
Tim Suby
Producer
Lazuli
Producer
Riley Bell
Mixing Engineer
Mike Bozzi
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
I should've fucked your friends
It would've been the best revenge
For the fire that you started
I'm trying to heal, but it's a process
They told me I should cut my losses
But there's a stranger where my heart is
[PreChorus]
And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better
And you're sick for everything you did to me, it was a setup
And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen, waking up to my Beretta
If I blow your brains out I, I could guarantee that you'll forget her
If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better
[Chorus]
Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made, yeah, you made me
Now I'm just like you, so don't complain, yeah, you made me
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, okay (Ah)
Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made, you made me
[Verse 2]
Games, you don't want me unless I'm someone else's
You don't even know you're being selfish
You must see me only when I'm melted
Down to my tears only when I'm helpless
That's when you get off and you can't help it
And all your bullets, they feel like velvet
And I let you do it, I let you do it
I loved you too much, I let you shoot it off
[PreChorus]
And I'm sick with feeling like I deserved better
And you dead me, you left my heartbeat beatless, shit on a cappella
And I should Goodfella you, call me Karen, waking up to my Beretta
And if I blow your brains out, I could guarantee that you'll forget her
If I blow your brains out, I could kiss it better
[Chorus]
Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made, yeah, you made me
Now, I'm just like you so don't complain, yeah, you made me
Do the things you like hoping you'd stay, okay (Ah)
Kiss me, I'm the monster that you made, you made me
Written by: Fred Ball, Jessie Reyez, Riu Afonso, Rui Afonso, Tim Suby