Panic

For weeks I looked behind me

In darkest hours, I'd leave the light on

Couldn't see much out, but you'd see in

I hoped you'd try to find me

I played for you, but seconds in

You tossed me like a gull tossed in the wind

And I can feel the panic setting in

And I can feel the panic setting in

Now, I can't read your writing

But, I like the way it looks

Across the pages of your books and I can hear it

Like a record spinning, 'round the corners of my mind

Like a self-portrait from a time when you see in

In darkest hours, I'd leave the light on

I can feel the panic setting in

In darkest hours, I'd leave the light on

I can feel the panic setting in

For weeks, you've been beside me

I feel you crashing over me

Like waves upon, the stones at sea

You ruin me, like the tide erodes the island

My sheerest cliffs are crumbling down

The deepest seas, surrounding all my skin

Can I make this any easier for you?

Like constant white, of clouded sky

Sometimes, I could just disappear entirely

I'm heavyweight desperate now

Is everything I'm doing just for you?

Would I do anything for you?

Would I do anything for you?

Could I make this more convenient for you?

Like constant white, of clouded sky

Sometimes, I could just disappear entirely

I'm heavyweight desperate now

Is everything I'm doing just for you?

I'll do anything for you

I'll do anything for you

I'll do anything