KMS

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself

It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself

It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health

How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?

I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout

But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?

I always seem to make the same mistakes

The kinds you can't go back to fix that start to weigh

Till I'm draggin' round a body made of clay

I'm just dead weight, I'm just dead weight

I wanna feel it all again

To have somebody hold me in place

Tell it to my bruised face that I tried

But it was juvenile to think that I ever had a good thing

Goin' with a good being

So I'll go fuck myself till I'm too lonely to feel

Dance like a court jester just for a film with no reel

And I'll lose all of my friends when I'm no longer ideal

And then get scolded again just to come home to no meal

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself

It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself

It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself

It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna kill myself, I wanna kill myself

It's all I hear right now, it's all I hear right now

I wanna break my vows, wanna neglect my health

How can I trust people if I can't trust myself?

I wanna scream and shout, I wanna cry and pout

But I can't make myself, why can't I make myself?