Credits
PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lennon Stella
Vocals
Ben Lusher
Piano
Dave Eggar
Cello
Chuck Palmer
Conductor
Robin Hannibal
Violin
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Skyler Stonestreet
Songwriter
Emily Weisband
Songwriter
Benjamin Berger
Songwriter
Ryan McMahon
Songwriter
Ryan Rabin
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Malay
Producer
Raúl López
Assistant Engineer
Manny Marroquin
Mixing Engineer
Chris Galland
Engineer
Robin Florent
Assistant Engineer
Scott Desmarais
Assistant Engineer
Jeremie Inhaber
Assistant Engineer
Erin McCarley
Vocal Producer
Colin Leonard
Mastering Engineer
Lyrics
[Verse 1]
My heart's seen things I wish it didn't
Somewhere, I lost some of my innocence
And I miss it
I miss it
Stay up all night thinking it's twisted
My life's been survival of the fittest
But I did it
I did it
[Verse 2]
I do all my own healing
Manage all in my feelings
I don't ask for help, no
'Cause I don't need it, 'cause I don't need it
[Verse 3]
Sometimes, I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell with all my plans
'Cause I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
[Verse 4]
Why am I always the one making decisions?
How do I handle the pressure?
I do my best to fake it
But honestly, I hate it
[Verse 5]
Oh, I do all my own fighting
I'm who I'ma confide in
Maybe I need help, no
I won't deny it, I won't deny it
[Verse 6]
Sometimes, I wish I could do something stupid
Be kinda reckless while I can
Say I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
I could get hurt and get some scars to prove it
Just say to hell with all my plans
'Cause I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
[Verse 7]
Older than I, older than I, older than I
I'm older and I don't give a damn
I'm older than I am
Written by: Benjamin Berger, Emily Weisband, Ryan McMahon, Ryan Rabin, Skyler Stonestreet