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PERFORMING ARTISTS
AWEN
AWEN
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Ivan Rudsky
Ivan Rudsky
Songwriter

Lyrics

Now I can see my soul
Ain't letting to have some clarity
They keeping me under control
By running the loop of insanity
It's better to make a mistake
Then rather feel guilt like I did a crime
I know that destruction is in my fate
Tell me how to defy gravity
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust
I ain't wanna have to fight for survival
'Cause all i got is self-disgust
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust
I ain't wanna have to fight for survival
Cause all i got is self-disgust
My instincts — my foes
Should i keep 'em close?
They play with me I can't ignore
My brain overdosed
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust
I ain't wanna have to fight for survival
Cause all i got is self-disgust
I'm lifeless, no one in the shell
Kicked out out the whole society
I've locked my desires in a cell
But welcome internal anxiety
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust
I ain't wanna have to fight for survival
'Cause all i got is self-disgust
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til it make me go bust
I ain't wanna have to fight for survival
Cause all i got is self-disgust
My instincts — my foes
Should I keep em close?
They play with me I can't ignore
My brain overdosed
Just grind me down into the dust
And fuck me up 'til make me go bust
Ain't to wanna fight for survival
Cause all i got is self-disgust
Written by: Ivan Rudsky
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