Book of Revelations

I can't sleep

I keep thinking about this

What if with everything going on, the world really is coming to an end?

Then what?

What if it isn't a lie? (What if?)

What if we make it to heaven and don't get inside? (What if?)

What if we get to gates?

And see God on the other side and he looks us in our face and says our whole lives we've wasted time

What if we can't go back?

What if we can't redo this life and get one second chance?

What if our future happiness is memories of our past?

While we burn forever haunted by the Devils laughs?

(HAHAHAHAH)

Why?

Why do we push them away?

And why do the ones we work to keep never actually stay?

Why do we focus on tomorrow and forget today and smile in everybody's face and try and act like we're okay?

Why do we live this way?

Why do we hate?

Why do we we fight?

Why do act like there's time and got more than one life?

Why? (Answer me)

Why?

WHY!

Why?

Why?

I'm older and looking for truth

I'm holding my faith in my hand but the pain in this world has been shaking it loose

I used to have so much to gain

Now I have so much much loose

They say I'm crazy for looking for answers

I say they're crazy for not giving proof (You're crazy)

Vision is blurred

I'm over concerned

I'm looking at God to see if life with him is something I've earned

The Devil's been watching, he's tryna recruit he's been waiting at every turn

I'm driving this life on the highway to hell but I won't burn!

Fuck!

We know the difference

We know what is wrong and we know what is right (We're not stupid!)

But Satan is strong, God, and most of your people are loosing the fight (We try!)

So what if we fail?

What if we couldn't escape his lies? (What if?)

What if can't change, what if he still control our minds?

Where do we run?

Where do we go?

Who do we talk to?

We look around and everyone we see is lost too

What if life was just some test do that we all do?

What if you were busy when we called you?

What if Hell's on Earth?

What if being born is dying and dying's birth?

Would that mean life's not Gods gift but the Devils curse?

And to live was to be evil 'cause it's words reversed?

What if the Devil entered a pastor and he lead a church?

What if we looked for the truth but didn't know where to search? (Where?)

What if the books they said to read had never been your words?

What if we chose to follow you but we still had that urge?

Will you forgive us our sins and let us in your world?

God, we at the Gates (We're here)

We couldn't see, hear or touch you but we had faith

We know we messed up, we human and we make mistakes (We tried, God)

So we just begging we get in and that you'll have grace (Please!)

GOD!

What if we didn't mean it? (I didn't mean it)

What if the place we grew up forgot to teach it? (Just open the gates!)

What if we never even got the chance to go and seek it?

Then what?

Then what?

Dear family

We're in scary times

No one has the answers

Just make sure we spread love

And believe

My name is Dax