Sick Joke

Don't wake me up

It's the best that I've felt in weeks

And to be completely honest

I'd rather be happily dead or asleep

Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it

'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions

I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm

Am I chasing a dream?

Or am I caught in the middle of it?

Sometimes I wonder

If life is some sick joke

Will I wake up and it's over?

No, I'm still here and I'm not dead

(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)

And most days, it all feels the same

I can't tell no difference in pleasure and pain

And it makes me sick, sick joke

Like life is shoving its fingers to the back of my throat

And sometimes I wonder

If life is some sick joke

Will I wake up and it's over?

No, I'm still here and I'm not dead

And I'll hold on to a moment

Like a sad kid to a blanket

Would tell me that I'm okay?

That I'm still here and I'm not dead

(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)

(No, I'm still here and I'm not dead)

Sit back and listen, close your eyes if you feel it

'Cause I'm questioning everything, it's affecting all my decisions

I saw you in the mirror and switched up my rhythm

Am I chasing a dream?

Or am I caught in the middle of it?

And someday, I'll find you

Like a old key to a locked door

Is it all just some sick joke?

Am I still here?

'Cause I can't tell

Sometimes I wonder

If life is some sick joke

Will I wake up and it's over?

No, I'm still here and I'm not dead

And I'll hold on to a moment

Like a sad kid to a blanket

Would tell me that I'm okay?

That I'm still here and I'm not dead