Straightfaced

I feel better tired, that's why I'm up all night

I think of what I'd say to you, if you opened your eyes

I can't keep the light out, no, I can't sleep at all

Those Sunday morning sermons they come eating at my soul

Could it be it, right in front

I can feel it, oh, I'm sorry but

I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you

I'm so sick of lying, but it's all we've got, the rest is fake

I'm talking quiet, but it's awful loud

And I've felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore

I feel better crying, but I can't bear the site

Oh, your begging me to stay, but I can't be with you tonight

Oh, the sun comes up, and I'm stuck, and the brightness overwhelms me

And in that light I am so dark, I pour out love, but you can't see

Could it be it, right in front

I can feel it, oh, I'm sorry but

I can't keep a straight face on and tell you I still love you

Well I'm so sick of lying, but it's all we've got, the rest is fake

I'm talking quiet, but it's awful loud

And I've felt things for you, but honey, I don't feel them anymore

Behind, I'll follow you into the end of time

And I, I thought I knew, but I'm not sure this time

I can't keep a straight face on and say I didn't love you

With all my heart, I've shut you out, because it's all I know how to do

There's so much screaming, but it's cold, it's dull

And I felt things for you, but I have never felt this numb